Thursday, 17 September 2015

Day 44 - Thursday, September 17th

What made me smile today?

  • Baby running around the house with my shirt as a cape
  • Baby's incessant yelping at everything he saw while we were out in St James's Park
  • The huge smile and pure happiness in his face as he looked up at me when we were walking around central London (I get the feeling he likes being out in central London - I see this face at least once whenever we venture into town)
  • Baby running up to me with a huge smile and arms open when I came home from my doctor's appointment this afternoon

    What triggered me today?

    Nothing today - recovering from hand foot and mouth disease (I know - doctor told me it was tonsillitis, but we realised just this morning that it must be hand foot and mouth, due to the appearance of mouth ulcers and random sensitive spots on the hands and feet...) and having my sister around, and being out for most of the day all usually mean there is too much going on for there to be any triggers. Having a strange dream about losing your Baby might also influence things a little...

    What would I have done differently today?

    Nothing.

    What will I try to do tomorrow?

    Remember voice, be gentle, triggers, limits.

    What am I grateful for?

    That I haven't lost Baby yet (it wasn't a very nice feeling realising that I may have lost my Baby, in my dream of course). For my sister doing the dishes tonight.
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